I have bought a gun with few bullets , I think 7 bullets are enough .
The problem is I have put a date but the gun is irresistible , I take a look at it every night , aim it to my chest , press the trigger , load & empty it several times .
Suicidal .. alone .. with a gun .
I can't sleep these loooooooooooooong nights .
I don't know what am I waiting for ?
Watching: my gun
Playing: with the gun